YES FREEDOM AT LAST!:D

My sister was commenting that it was the first time i look so relax in a while. Sorry for looking so stressed, i'm going to be relaxed for a while!

Yeah, so i decided that i should reflect on my first semester in uni. Well, it's once in a lifetime right? To think i was excited for uni, when it was stress like all over again. Thanks to the HIGH level of competitiveness. Sigh. At first, i felt like all alone in a big place, comparing vj and nus, nus is a really BIG place. Plus, i was taking different core modules from everyone else that i knew. So, I felt depressed initially and for the first time, i didn't like going to school. Then, I decided to be more sociable and get to know more people! Yep, then school got better(: Hahaha most of the people that i knew were from my jap tutorial classes, maybe cos it involves the most interaction. I'm going to miss them): Anyway, although jap was a not-so-easy module, it was undeniably the most fun one(: And learning a new language is nice, and i hope it will be useful in the future! I'm like going to continue to level 2, got to cross my fingers for luck man and survive!

And for bio! Hahaha it gave me my first experience of attending lecture alone, and it was sian-ness to the max. The lecturer even asked me if i liked to sit at the back -.- But i decided to sit beside a girl one day and we became lecture partners! She's like pursuing her dream of becoming a dentist in India now! Really glad to have known her, although for only a short time(: And i'm going to miss my biochem lab partner. She's like really amazing and really helped me a lot! I'm really very very grateful to her, cos i'm like completely clueless during lab. And of course not forgetting the noisy gang! Although i'm not really close to you guys yet, but i'm glad to be able to spend some of my breaks and lectures with you guys.(:

When i thought, yay i'm only going to study about bio, chem came along -.- And it's not exactly easy. But thankfully, i have emily, jasmine and huimin with me!(: hehe love you guys! They make me feel so much better in school(:

And of course, FMS module together with emily. Most slack but most boring module ever hahaha. I really feel that the teacher is super knowledgeable, but i didn't have enough intelligence to understand so i just shut down in the end, but i sincerely tried.

Yup, and Rotaract Club! The Red Cross Home for the Disabled Group! Hahaha filled with many friendly and awesome people. At first, i was like intimidated by the patients there, like i didn't know how to interact with them and just stared at them. But i think i'm getting better and start to open up and talk nonsense with them! Hahaha and i hope that they can remember me too(: Yeah, glad to be doing something meaningful!

So I can say that i'm quite lucky to have met so many nice people during this semester who made my school life better(: Yup, so i'm going to repay by being a nicer person towards others as well! And although i won't see emily in school next sem, but we can always meet up during loo-ser outings! Thanks for being with me this sem!<3

And major lesson learnt: NEVER do last minute studying ever again.It's really hard to try and cramp all the information into my brain. And it's never going to work. So i decide to do regular studying next sem and be more hardworking so i don't have to be stressed at the end. Well it's always easier said then done, but i'm going to have to TRY. And between memorising organic reactions and enzymes, i'll take enzymes anytime(: Yup, anyway really have to work hard next sem, cos this sem is like well... not very good.

But i'm just going to enjoy my break now!!:D

10:14 PM endurance, risk and love